Music
I need it.
Today is Ludwig van Beethoven.
Symphony No. 9 in D minor, Op. 125
with the concluding Chorus on Friedrich Schiller's "Ode to Joy"
Wow.
I need it.
(Again, culled this poem in High School - this the best I can remember it - can't find it yet on the internet . . .) (Maybe it ends "what it could do.")
(I collected this poem when I was in high school for Honors English. Not finding it online right now, so this is the best I can remember.)
Sometimes, when I am by myself, I like to dip pieces of chocolate into peanut butter, yeah directly into the jar, but it's my jar, and eat it just like that.
2:12 am. Well, yeah, it's late. What a day. I went to bed about 2ish last night. Woke up at 8 to take B dog to the dog park so she could run. Had a lovely time at said park: the morning, the fall air, the trees, the fruity pebble colors of the leaves on the ground. Meeting new dog friends. Chatting with strange women about babies. Success with fetch. Gratitude for morning time. Watching two men and their little metal collector things scanning the ground, I was thinking of jobs, and lifestyles and how people spend their time. I mean, is that a job I would want, walking around a park in Brooklyn and searching for shiny bits? But what followed was just thinking that we all choose what we do, everyday, all the time. And who is to say what is best? Found myself thinking of Naomi Shihab Nye's poem about a button and a pulley. 'Famous.' And also of Yevgeny Yevtushenko's poem about people, "Fate is like the chronicle of planets." (I'll find them and post them.) Then went and walked I dog. Went to work. Walking up to the MUD truck digging into my pocket to turn off my Ipod, I accidentally threw it to the ground *crash!* And, it's dead. Loss. Deep loss and grief. Yeah I'll take it in but damn I love that thing and want to listen to it all the time. Made it to work. Drew a turntable tattoo. Successfully completed some finger tattoos. Felt tired. Had more coffee. Had milkshakes with J. Started tattooing turntable tattoo (very challenging in a good way) and then, well, and then.: I am sort of mentoring two 18 year old girls who are interested in becoming tattoo artists. A friend asked me if I would help this young one out - the obnoxious one. They are supposed to visit me on Tuesdays in the early afternoon and draw. I have laid out clear rules and we have discussed them. They are supposed to be checking out if they really want to pursue being tattoo artists and if they can handle it. So, A. they showed up at 8pm. And then B. one of them (the loud "I am 18 I know everything" one) spills her drink all over the room, and it turns out to be beer. Bad bad bad. They clean it up. they draw. They hang out and annoy my friend who works with me. They leave. I finish my tattoo. I call them. I terminate the arrangement. Unacceptable. Inexcusable.
I rode my bike home, 11:30pm-ish, and at Grand Army Plaza I decided to ride through the park. I rode in the middle of the road and I rode fast and it was gorgeous, and quiet, and sans fear of getting clipped by a cabbie. It was relaxing and I enjoyed breathing and movement and going somewhat fast. But, things kept catching my eye running across the road, and I thought ,"Feral cats?"
Mayumi and Wendy.
I believe that riding one's bicyle over a bridge is just one of the beautiful experiences in the world.
She is safely in San Antonio. Brother reports that perhaps Rita will miss her house.
In my opinion, really knows what the fuck it is talking about.
Last Sunday I played in a soccer game. A friend of mine invited me to play on her team. The weekend before I played a pick up game with them in the park, which was fun, and mellow. I loved it.
And wants a tattoo of, are you ready? Of
I have not one, but two, New York Jewish Lady Therapists. (Don't ask.)
Is my mother's birthday.